Even though my freed subliminal self is a part of me I feel the difference between us. For example, I still have a kind of fear of popping balloons and try to avoid it. And Anaxo is an eager popper with unlimited lust for bursting balloons. That’s weird.
Sometimes she becomes demanding and forces me to inflate some balloons for her. If I agree and blow her some loons she plays with them like a blood thirsty predator with a weak prey. She rubs them and squeezes them so hard that they burst in her hands! I tried to talk her out of that but… you know.
I guess I should accept that too.